December 31st 2010 - January 1st 2011

Did absolutely nothing all day. It was kind of sad. Zach was doing work and I was basically just waiting around, finishing some stuff up. I watched Millions which was on TV which was awesome! Favorite movie ever. 

Zach came over and I got ready and then we went out to Paul’s house and on our way to meet Zach’s friend Jack and Irving, we ran into Conor Sam and Paul like 3 times it was funny. We all found each other, and we smoked by the seaport and we smoked a lot, it was chill.

Then we went to Paul’s house and brought out the booze and more people came over and a lot of LaGuardia people were there, which was funny. It was cool, I was pretty high and drunk and out of it and it was nice to just be chilling with friends and with Zach :) We watched the ball drop/Snooki drop on MTV and I got my New Years kiss which was wonderful.

Then we all had to leave Paul’s so we broke off from the Lag people, which was sad cause I didn’t know where they went but then Zach and I went back to my house and we “watched” Beetlejuice and Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory and had a really good night ;) It was so nice to be with him starting off the new year.

We woke up at noonish, and had a long serious talk about us, and it was really good… kind of sad but it needed to happen (everything’s fine, it wasn’t like that or anything). We had breakfast and we basically talked and cuddled and kissed and messed around until 5ish. It was an amazing way to start the new year, honestly. Just some chill time with the most amazing boyfriend in the world.

Then I went to Ryann’s house and saw her for the first time in a week! Conor was there and we watched the Kanye West movie/music video thing Runaway, which was weird and I basically ate all the candy in her house.

2011!!! 

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December 30th 2010
Started the day off with some math homework and a nice videochat with Ryann and Elena. Then I wanted to go out and do something cause I was feeling kinda shitty so I went up to the MoMA but the line was ridiculous so I walked and went up to Central Park and sat and was really really sad I don’t know why. I was just feeling really empty and anxious and really fucking alone and it was terrible. So I texted Conor and we met up cause I really needed to not be alone, and we went to Chipotle which I definitely needed, and then took some pictures along the water and it was nice. 
Then we hung out in this book store in the kids section and fucked shit up and it was cool, he read Jumanji out loud which was funny and awesome. 
Then we went home, and I watched Ghost World which is such a great movie. And videochatted with Zach for a bit.
It was a weird day, I was really upset and sad but things got better. It’s funny how that happens.
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December 30th 2010

Started the day off with some math homework and a nice videochat with Ryann and Elena. Then I wanted to go out and do something cause I was feeling kinda shitty so I went up to the MoMA but the line was ridiculous so I walked and went up to Central Park and sat and was really really sad I don’t know why. I was just feeling really empty and anxious and really fucking alone and it was terrible. So I texted Conor and we met up cause I really needed to not be alone, and we went to Chipotle which I definitely needed, and then took some pictures along the water and it was nice. 

Then we hung out in this book store in the kids section and fucked shit up and it was cool, he read Jumanji out loud which was funny and awesome. 

Then we went home, and I watched Ghost World which is such a great movie. And videochatted with Zach for a bit.

It was a weird day, I was really upset and sad but things got better. It’s funny how that happens.

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December 29th 2010

Today I woke up pretty hungover, got over it and then went up to the Met to see the Magic Flute with Zach. It was great, and I think he really liked it which is cool cause opera is kinda a big part of my life. Weird. But yeah then we were gonna go ice skating with some friends so we went to my house and I got my ice skates and we chilled there for a bit and it was really really awesome… like really. And we made food and hot chocolate and were super cute.

Then we met up with Ben and his friend Eric at Bryant park and we ice skated for awhile which was so much fun! I wish the Prospect Park rink was open though \: Oh well. But it was really a lot of fun and I didn’t fall!

Then we hung out with Zoe and Lion for a little bit and then we all went home. I watched Easy A which was a really cool movie.

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December 28th 2010

Woke up at Zach’s house, played some Wii, did some stuff, had some breakfast, and then played in the snow with him and his sister which was really fun and really intense! I almost got in a shit ton of trouble with my dad though cause I didn’t call him and he thought I was sleeping at Suji’s so that could have been really bad. But it was fine. I walked Zach to the Tea Lounge, and then went home.

Went out again at 7 ish, and met up with Paul Zoe Emily CAMILLE! and Sam and we waited for Suji Conor and Meghan and we got some drinks and did our thing in the park like usual. Then we smoked and climbed a fucking snow mountain whaaaat.

It was pretty chill. Then we hung out in Embassy Suites like usual for a really long time and I was trippin out and it was pretty fun, calm, not too exciting but nice to be tipsy and with friends :)

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December 27th 2010

Epic amounts of snow! Crazy crazy blizzard it was awesome. It was a miracle that Zach got home last night cause most of the trains (especially the ones outside) were totally fucked. I was able to get out to Zach’s house were I dropped my stuff off, chilled out for awhile and then Jonah came over and we went over to Prospect Park with a football, all suited up and there was a ridiculous amount of snow. We met up with their friend Ari who is awesome, and was so funny and great. We went sledding and played a bit of catch (it was too deep to actually play football). We met up with some of their other friends who were all pretty chill and we were all messing around in the snow and knocking each other down and it was really great. Then we all went to the pizza place and I realized how fucking cold I was. I thought I was going to freeze to death. 

We went to Zach’s house and defrosted and we all cuddled in his bed and then played Guitar Hero for awhile. I ended up sleeping over cause I didn’t wanna go home late in the cold, snow and dark. So that was cool ;) We watched Lilo and Stich and The Mighty Ducks. And then broke his DVD/VHS oops.

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December 26th 2010

Chillin’ day. Watched the DOCTOR WHO CHRISTMAS SPECIAL :D Which was beyond awesome. It’s sad because whenever there’s a new Doctor Who anything I always get excited to see David Tennant and then it’s not DT and I’m like

But then it’s still awesome. I like Matt Smith but he is nothing compared to DT. DT was my Doctor.

Anyway. Then Freaks and Geeks was on on IFC which I realized is a really awesome channel. So I watched like 4 episodes of that which was awesome cause I hadn’t watched that show in awhile even though it’s probably one of the best shows out there. I started watching Chapter 27, which is about the guy who killed John Lennon, but then Zach came over and I got distracted lol.

We watched Pineapple Express and chilled out and it was a really nice way to spend a Sunday night ;)

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December 25th 2010
Christmas! Went out to my Grandma&#8217;s house and on the way we got our traditional Dunkin Donuts. My brother and his girlfriend came out too and brought their new dog Noodle who is so fucking cute! Really quiet though, and well trained which is totally different than what I&#8217;m used to, lol. 
My family kind of sucks at celebrating anything so it was fine, I guess.
We went home and watched A Christmas Story, A Christmas Carol and then Paranormal Activity hahah. An interesting end to Christmas.
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December 25th 2010

Christmas! Went out to my Grandma’s house and on the way we got our traditional Dunkin Donuts. My brother and his girlfriend came out too and brought their new dog Noodle who is so fucking cute! Really quiet though, and well trained which is totally different than what I’m used to, lol. 

My family kind of sucks at celebrating anything so it was fine, I guess.

We went home and watched A Christmas Story, A Christmas Carol and then Paranormal Activity hahah. An interesting end to Christmas.

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December 24th 2010

Woke up still pretty baked… watched the last episode of Skins season 4 (what the fuck!!!!!) and then went over to Zach’s house and we hung out and watched this weird dance/music performance thing that was all about colors and it was these performers playing their interments and dancing and it was pretty crazy. Then I had to go home because my parents wanted me home for dinner (Chinese food… lmao) so I went home and we watched a Christmas Story and then How the Grinch Stole Christmas.

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December 23rd 2010
Party day at school. Woke up at 9, showered and went to school and exhcanged gifts and I got some really awesome stuff. Hello Kitty stuff from Suji, a Deathly Hallows necklace and Finn bookmark from Ryann, an awesome mug and lipsticks from Lottie, scarf from Paul and Ilan had me for Secret Santa and he got me the European version of Harry Potter 7 :D Which was so fucking awesome!! I was so happy.
Nothing else all day really, basically a chill day in school.
Then after school a bunch of us sat in Starbucks for like, 3 hours and then I went to go meet up with Zach and Sam and Conor and then Troy and Paul came and we got really fucking high, and Zach and I shared a weed brownie and I was tripping so bad, I don&#8217;t know if I want to do that again really. It was kinda painful and nauseating and pretty scary and I don&#8217;t know, it made me really quiet which I hate cause then I feel boring and I hate feeling boring when I&#8217;m high, but then when I did speak I didn&#8217;t make any sense and felt stupid and I don&#8217;t know, I definitely had an experience. 
Then Zach came to my house and we watched some tv and some other stuff that was all pretty hazy to me because I was so out of it. 
Definitely an interesting way to start break!
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December 23rd 2010

Party day at school. Woke up at 9, showered and went to school and exhcanged gifts and I got some really awesome stuff. Hello Kitty stuff from Suji, a Deathly Hallows necklace and Finn bookmark from Ryann, an awesome mug and lipsticks from Lottie, scarf from Paul and Ilan had me for Secret Santa and he got me the European version of Harry Potter 7 :D Which was so fucking awesome!! I was so happy.

Nothing else all day really, basically a chill day in school.

Then after school a bunch of us sat in Starbucks for like, 3 hours and then I went to go meet up with Zach and Sam and Conor and then Troy and Paul came and we got really fucking high, and Zach and I shared a weed brownie and I was tripping so bad, I don’t know if I want to do that again really. It was kinda painful and nauseating and pretty scary and I don’t know, it made me really quiet which I hate cause then I feel boring and I hate feeling boring when I’m high, but then when I did speak I didn’t make any sense and felt stupid and I don’t know, I definitely had an experience. 

Then Zach came to my house and we watched some tv and some other stuff that was all pretty hazy to me because I was so out of it. 

Definitely an interesting way to start break!

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December 22nd 2010

I was gonna go shopping with Conor today but he bailed cause he’s a bitch, so I went with Lottie and we got a bunch of gifts (or I did). It was cool, Lottie and I had some nice bonding time and I found stuff for basically everyone. Woo presents :B

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